令我了解到自己既愚昧
令我發現自己成日講野唔經大腦
令我知道自己幾咁主觀,自我
令我試煉到自己的耐性係少得幾咁可憐
令我清楚自己其實仲係幾咁純真.. 或者天真
令我開始動下腦袋裡17年無動過的一部份
令我有勇氣去面對每件事醜惡既一面

令我學懂真正的關心是怎麼一回事
令我明白忍一時風平浪靜
令我感受到家人的重要.. or simply家的好
令我緊記可變數的威力
令我領會到自己把尺.. 不是一切

全都是你
既虛幻, 又實在

你上班, 我在starbucks消磨時間.. with a hot tea.. and ur laptop
可說是無聊, 我倒感到很幸福

*just a lil bit of Fall 09

-brought some mooncakes from philly and i ate them up in 3 days lol yyyup somebody already told me off for that
-absolutely no midutumn here.. everyones excited about tonight's game which i was gonna go. anyways GO HOOSIERS!
-zoned out in every phil lecture i know i'll have a hard time writing my paper
-a bunch of midterms plus a speech coming up.. hope i will survive it
-my room smells like shit and my roommie is the only reason i can think of
-we live in the same room(divided into 2 private areas though) but we never talk! how weird..
-trying to take the stairs to my room on 11th floor every day. dont gasp its like nth if u have walked for miles before that
-not biking as much cuz walking to classrooms seems easier
-obsessed with chinese buffet which i think would be considered crappy in hk...... lets face it, here's america and price DOES matter
-reason for the above is nobody's taking me to NYC
-having great video chats till next day morning
-im gonna marry a guy who proposes with a fresh coconut

k gonna go run now(or you call it jog).. ciao!

只是一貫的節目
"實在"應比"快樂"更貼切

自知思想還是有一段距離
我不會刻意追上, 你當然不會為我原地踏步
即使將來發現只屬過客 記著的仍是你如何令我長大 把我從美好世界中拍醒過來
這時候 大概你想說聲"傻妹"

夢醒來的星期一  就是特別累

新環境  一切尚算順利 身體比去年忙碌
心態卻簡單得多
拋開求立竿見影的態度
所有事都清晰了

好想一口氣交代今個月近況.. so its gonna be a long one

well first day of school.. and im officially a sophomore at IUB!!
got a lot tanner cuz i've been staying out in the sun every day.. pam is just the same.. so nobody knows we're actually from hong kong.. everyone's like "ok r u from thailand/india/vietnam....." yea at some point we're glad to hear that.. we juz dont wanna get into asian groups

so basically i went to NYC, philadelphia(bien sur!!), indiana, chicago, and again indiana, over these 3 weeks
it was a road trip.. no joke.. alex was the only who drove during the entire journey.. well partly thanks to the manual gear shift..
we first went through all the hassles of renting a car/van but still we failed cuz we're all under 21.. anyways we still got to indiana safely cuz alex sacrificed his own car.. i cant imagine driving on a straight straight highway for 11 hours..
we spent a lot of money, like, A LOT... but we had a lot of fun.. so its kinda worth it..

we were off to chicago once we were done with those orientation things.. again 4 hours of driving..
stayed for 5 nights.. chicago is just amazing.. what a big city of US
i like this on the mugs: got wind? CHICAGO! so you can imagine how crazy people's hair goes
food is pretty good,, and beach is awesome

got back to indiana university bloomington.. thats where im now going.. sadly im not assigned a single room as i wanted.. instead they gave me a lounge which lives 4 people.. i was so upset at the beginning.. cuz i know im very likely to stay here for the rest of the semester
luckily all my roomies are super nice.. one of them got into the music school as a piano major... i would imagine shes a brilliant pianist.. im so glad that i met her
btw people in bloomington are REALLY nice.. and the IUB campus is huge i would say... its like a town full of intellectuals, musicians,athletes....
oh believe it or not.. i bike every single day.. cuz i have to.  it takes like 30 minutes to get to another building if you walk.. and obviously you'll be late for class... yea its fun and i think it will help lose some weight
i like this college a lot.. might transfer to another one next fall though
but also i miss my friends.. i miss outback.. but i dont know.. probably not coming back to hk until next year
work hard buddies, good luck on your a-levels/college work!!